5/21/25

@7:40ish

I totally forgot to check pinball leaders area for note today! I am now debating with myself if they meant a literal note or not. Its already too late in the evening to knock. Maybe tomorrow if I have time before or after work. If it doesn't work out I'll have to send a pinball buddy with a message. 

@5:45ish 
Feeling sore from yoga and working my shift today. At what point does joint pain and body aches reach like, danger territory? Am I too out of shape and just need to get more fit or is my body telling me to chill out cause something is no good? Guess I'll find out. 

I LOVE AND HATE PACKING! I love the organizing and planning stuff out and making lists. I hate doing laundry and having to hunt down random things I need to take on the trip. Also, the fact that I have to figure out what hair stuff/soap stuff to pack and then save space for it in my bag until the morning we leave feels so UGH. Like, sometimes I like showering in the morning to make my hair nice and feel super clean, but then I would have to dry all my bottles and stuff off before putting them in my bag. I know I could get like lil bottles and pack them but I'm trying to avoid buying things and also use less plastic. Plus I feel like those lil bottles never have enough product to last me the whole trip. 

Anywho, debating if I should send my boss my notice tonight or talk to him tomorrow. I kinda really wanna just send it over now and deal with the aftermath later. Cause he is similar to a toddler and I want him to get upset on his own time. He threw a whole fit today about me taking this weekend off even though I gave him about three months notice and reminded him like twelve times. I'm so excited to never return, my last day will feel so freeing. 

My new job has so many basic things that I see as a luxury just because I have been stuck at this bakery of hell for so long. There is a management team. And real training! Like two whole weeks of just learning, that's super insane to me. Also, an HR department! Wow! I'm sure its not glamourous but I'm excited! Also this is the first job in my life where I feel like it's going to pay a wage that is livable. Lover boy and me are gonna pay the bills 50/50 finally! I'm so happy!

Life is bananas.